[There's a long pause between her message and his. He's left thinking about it all, long and hard. Being told he's important, that he's someone she greatly values this deeply... it helps. It does soothe him, but it's also a slap to the face in a way. Because it's not fully what he wants, and he feels selfish for not feeling satisfied in a way. It's fucked up, and he knows it. He shouldn't feel entitled to her affections, and he doesn't, but it doesn't change how he wants them, so, so badly.
He's special. He's worth it. Or so she says...
But she doesn't feel the same for him. What she feels... well, he's not sure, actually. She turned him down, yet says that if things were different she'd take him up on it. Guzma's never been a critical thinker, and while he might be able to connect the dots in situations like battles, and come up with complex solutions and battle strategies on the fly—this is a whole other world. Like trying to decipher a language you've only heard about in passing.]
jill just answer me 1 thing how do u feel about me no taurusshit none of that i gave u honesty so i want it back u said if u could b normal ud take me up on my offer u aint just sayin that to make me feel better yeah? do u actually care about me like that for real? in that kinda capacity? not askin 2 try 2 pull some GOTCHA garbage i just need 2 know
[It's not that he doesn't believe her when she says he's important and that she cares. He does believe her there, but he wants to understand the full realm of her emotions. What they actually are. If this is purely platonic love, he'll deal with that. If it's something more romantic... he can deal with that too, he just needs to know. Even if it can't be. He needs to know the full of it.]
Nothing pure about Guzma's boner for Jill lbr
He's special. He's worth it. Or so she says...
But she doesn't feel the same for him. What she feels... well, he's not sure, actually. She turned him down, yet says that if things were different she'd take him up on it. Guzma's never been a critical thinker, and while he might be able to connect the dots in situations like battles, and come up with complex solutions and battle strategies on the fly—this is a whole other world. Like trying to decipher a language you've only heard about in passing.]
jill just answer me 1 thing
how do u feel about me no taurusshit none of that i gave u honesty so i want it back
u said if u could b normal ud take me up on my offer
u aint just sayin that to make me feel better yeah? do u actually care about me like that for real? in that kinda capacity?
not askin 2 try 2 pull some GOTCHA garbage i just need 2 know
[It's not that he doesn't believe her when she says he's important and that she cares. He does believe her there, but he wants to understand the full realm of her emotions. What they actually are. If this is purely platonic love, he'll deal with that. If it's something more romantic... he can deal with that too, he just needs to know. Even if it can't be. He needs to know the full of it.]