It's ya boy GUZMA (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
golisolation) wrote2010-06-01 12:42 am
golisolation) wrote2010-06-01 12:42 am
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"Yo, it's the hated boss that beats you down, and beats you down, and never lets up... Yeah, big bad Guzma is here—well, I ain't, actually. Leave a message and ya boy will get back at ya. Later days, dude."
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if you think that life works out perfectly for anyone whether theyre good or bad youre out of your mind you cant use that argument because life isnt perfect
and right back at you if Im trash then youre reinforcing a flimsy stereotype
being evil doesnt make your way right it just breeds more people to stand against you
and just because I cant doest mean I cant try
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thats exactly my point y go the extra effort 2 be decent when u get nothin 4 it in the end
no recognition no benefit no1 gives a shit ur just makin shit harder on urself 4 no reason sure ppl might SAY a bunch of silly nonsense @ u in the moment but at the end of the day they dont give a single shit about u only what they got FROM u
nvr said i was right i kno i aint im bad 4 a reason & if i cared abt that wouldnt i just try 2 do what u do??
right wrong good bad its all a bunch of arbitrary drivel anyway & in the end we choose what we r
ur the hero who wants 2 save evry1 for his own ego and im the villain who evry1 hates for his
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Dont you feel good when you do something nice for your pokemon? Doesnt seeing them happy make you happy?
you say you dont care but everything youre saying now means you put a lot of weight on what people say and think of you
At least you did at some point
and what makes you think this is about my ego? Is it that much of a stretch to believe I actually care
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makin them happy makes me happy aint that getting something in return? wouldnt ur argument hold more water if it didnt make me feel good & happy?
nah nevr cared nevr will care
takes an egotist 2 kno 1 & ur 1 man dont try 2 deny it u can say u care & i believe u do but not 4 the reasons ur frontin
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You dont get to where you are without caring at some point you werent born evil if you were I sincerely doubt youd give a damn about your own pokemon or Team Skull
you think Im doing this so I can sleep better at night
so I can pat myself on the ass and say I did a good job and succeeded and dont have to call myself a failure
am I right?
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u dont kno that maybe i was besides aint u simplifying evil? not evry good person is perfect in their morals & not evry bad person is 100% vile in evry regard ppl can be more than 1 thing darin
idk abt ur nightmares dude if u got em or not but evry1 operates on some lvl of needin success in some way shape or form huh?
u tryin 2 tell me uve nevr done nothin to satisfy ur own ego that uve nevr been selfish? that wantin 2 do good dont come w/ any strings attached?
ur full of it
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youre the one changing whats quantifiable to suit your argument but fine I can roll with this
well go ahead and say that happiness is a quantifiable commodity that everyone needs a certain amount of survive. Well put it in the same category as food water and air that fair? In that case optimally someone helping someone else nets a group positive outcome, yeah. I will agree with you there but thats just the way the world works. You cant give someone crap for helping someone because it makes them happy because then you gotta tell them that breathing is selfish.
and I think youre the one oversimplifying evil Guzma. Youre the big bag Guzma the most hated boss of team skull and if you were really as bad as you say you were then there would be nothing off limits to you
but from what Ive seen you at least have some code some moral compass and that is the part of you I at least try to appeal to
I dont want you to be some hero I truly dont is it wrong that I just kinda want to see you at peace? I think everyone deserves at least that much
and of course Ive done things to satisfy my own ego. Of course Ive been selfish. hell the fact that I want to live in this world instead of go back to my own is selfish
but this isnt about that the bigger problem here is that you believe I have some unspoken agenda with you and I really dont
Truth be told I think youre an interesting guy
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cant say i changed anything i just view shit differently than u
it aint abt givin em crap its abt not doin nothin 4 free if being decent makes u happy then thats a reason 2 do it thats still gettin something from it whether u like it or not & if it makes u miserable & takes more from u than u get it makes no sense 2 do it
nah dude see ur thinkin i do what i do becuz im adhering to morals it aint about that at all
its about doin what i want and what i feel @ the time nothin more nothin less
w/ morals comes guilt and i aint got none of that so u r free 2 keep tryin to appeal to a side that dont exist its a waste of ur time tho
but good thing u dont want me 2 be a hero cuz it aint never gonna happen yo
still dont believe shit abt me not bein ur agenda uve given me enough speeches to convince me otherwise dude
lmao ofc im interesting considerin all the borin fucks that this place is filled w/ yall lucky 2 have me liven up this dull af world
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okay fine but people dont always go out of their way to rationalize a good deed like 'oh Ill do this because it will make me happy' its just a by product
but now you raise a point of the good deed costing you something but let me ask you this: what if what you wind up giving up has no inherent value to you?
you told me you were working towards something back home so who you are has purpose but you dont have that something here
you had a plan once
I think you do feel guilt
maybe not towards me but I think its there in fact I think you put more guilt on yourself than you know what to do with and thats what makes you so angry sometimes
I think anger is easier to rationalize than guilt hell anger feels good anger is cathartic
and hey I just happen to have a way with words thats all youre not the only one I get my soapbox out for
would you be surprised if I said that I actually do feel lucky to have met you?
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ppl also dont always think 2 hard about doin what gets em what they need or want do they but when u do somethin enough and it gets u no where dont make u happy dont supply u w/ ur needs its idiotic 2 keep doin it huh?
but if the thing u lose has no value 2 u then its not a loss
ur not wrong i am workin towards smthin back home but that dont contradict anything ive said it aint abt morals
i got a plan even now but that dont change that i still do what i want when i wanna those things aint mutually exclusive yo
wtf r u talkin about man im just angry cuz ppl r fuckin stupid & piss me off thats all there is too it
aint that deep
dunno if id say a way w/ words or just a way w/ not stfu
...ok ill bite why tf u feel lucky
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this is a classic glass half full glass half empty scenario honestly its pessimism versus optimism were both describing the same exact thing but from different angles
so lets agree to disagree on that one I cant change your outlook on life just like you cant change mine
Im not saying it does what Im wondering then is what is your motivation here other than going home? Lets suppose for a second you cant go home what then?? I mean at the end of it all what is Team Skulls purpose? Is it just a place for people who dont like rules and crap to congregate?
the more you say it aint that deep the more I can tell that there is more to it your actions and your words dont match up
I think someone betrayed you big time maybe more than one person because that explains why you refuse to trust something given to you at face value. its why you think Ive got some big plan when Ive been honest with you from the get go
I see no reason to lie to you
I feel lucky because most guys like you wouldnt bother sharing your perspective Most would write me off and question why I even care to know but even though we fundamentally disagree we can still talk like we have been
I feel lucky because youre expanding my world view whether you realize it or not and any time when I can broaden my own horizons its a good thing
plus Id be lying if I said fighting your team wasnt a hell of a good work out
I think Ive grown more as a person and as a fighter thanks to you than I have with anyone else Ive ever known here
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thats fine idc
ill never be in a position where i cant go back indefinitely but sure u can believe thats all we r i dont gotta explain myself 2 u
look if u wanna come up w/ ur own reasons for y i do what i do im sure the fans on the imPort forums would love 2 hear ur theories
nope ur wrong again no 1 betrayed me i just kno ppl r shit aint that hard 2 figure out if u got a workin brain & the reason i think u got some big plan is cuz the shit u said 2 me dude
its the same kinda crap any1 who thinks they can "fix" me says u kno that fake sorta nonsense all them high & mighty types love 2 dish out @ dudes like me
where they think they saw smthing good in me but rly they just blind af
but uh wow dude lmao
[Yeah, that's all Darin's getting about that.
Because he doesn't even know what to say. To call this a fluff to his ego wouldn't exactly measure it right, and maybe he's a little pissed that Darin's genuine honesty strikes him at all.
Oh wait, he's got something!]
u must kno some lame ass ppl yo almost feel sry 4 u
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that isnt what Im saying Im asking you what Team Skull is to you youre not the type of guy to do something without a reason
hell that reason can be cuz you felt like it or because you missed your team back home
thats what I mean though that pessimistic outlook on life just screams that youve been burned before
What about your master?
Believe it or not I value honesty even if its something that goes against what I believe
You might guard yourself tight but youve also had a lot of opportunities to lie to me
you havent and I respect that
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oh i got my reasons no doubt i just dont c y i gotta explain shit 2 u abt my gang
aint every1 been burned b4? mayb im just naturally pessimistic yo
also he aint my master gave up on that dude long ago & thats THAT
bsides no point in lying when i can just tell u i aint tellin u shit u aint worth the effort of makin shit up